Attention troublemakers, parents of troublemakers, and everyone who embraces a rebellious spirit!
Let this story be your guide.



A journey of growth and rebellion for anyone who's ever felt like they don’t belong.
Expect raw, laugh-out-loud moments that make life's chaos more bearable.
A story of embracing your unique path and finding strength in unlikely friendships.




The Journey So Far
In the heart of Reston, Virginia, an openly integrated community established amidst the civil rights movement, Ellen's coming-of-age journey unfolds against the backdrop of societal change. With vivid detail and emotional depth, Ellen chronicles a blissful childhood that comes to an abrupt end when her parents divorce. Labeled as a troublemaker, Ellen becomes the voice of dissent within her hometown, responding to perceived injustices and seeking attention with acts of rebellion - shoplifting, drinking, and fighting. Yet beneath the seemingly defiant exterior lies a soul yearning for belonging and grappling with the complexities of life.

Listen Up
Want to dive deeper into Ellen's story? She’s sharing insights, behind-the-scenes moments, and more on her podcast. Tune in to hear the real, raw details that didn’t make it into the memoir.
